Things I learned today.

I have learned that I like to talk my problems out. They need to be voiced, and aired and sometimes tantrum-ed. However, right now, I only have one person who is my main outlet. The problem becomes that the more I tantrum at him, the more he thinks I'm crazy but I need the outlet! If not, I just gorge on it like a fat kid on cake, then the problem gets 20 times worse than it originally is.

Emotions are overwhelming. Why can't I just be happy and pleasant all the time?