Recently, I haven't had a lot to be sad about aside from being seriously poor on some days. I've been stressed, but I haven't been sad. This is Alex, my ex-boyfriend who I was with for nearly five years. We operated mostly long distance and every moment we got to see each other was a gift and a major event. You can imagine we have many many photos taken together. You can also imagine that he hates me in the face real bad.
Alex was a huge part of my life and responsible for so many great changes, but there's definitely some sadness and bittersweet nostalgia. When you look at my Facebook photos of which I have many, this is the first one that shows up, somewhere on pg. 4. I pretty much know to skip like, another four pages of photos so I don't get all nostalgic and sad. I once drew a picture of him based off this photo. We had been walking around ALL day, trekking about the city exploring and having fun together, and at this point, we were sitting on the ground near a pole at Penn Station, waiting for a train out to Long Island.
I think though, this is probably some of the better sads I've tasted. It has a lot of beautiful things in it but it's still sad. Like Beethoven's 2nd movements.
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