Outlet

I'm in a really horrible mood. I have no idea why, the day was fine, and just now, I've begun feeling extremely dark. I sort of twittered in anonymous-ness, and luckily, I can blog in that way too. But I can't tell the best friend I hang out with all the time, I can't Facebook it for pity...I hate feeling like this!

I think it's because I'm spending time dwelling on the past right now. It's a tendency that I go to every time I feel insecure or alone, and it's really easy to do that when I'm not constantly around people. But it's silly, because one can't be always surrounded by company, and it's not like I don't treasure my alone time.

I don't really know what else to rant about, but I think I'll just be coming to terms with wanting to cry a lot today. Please let something get better today.